爱情 love...

美好的爱情

love

不是让我们变得自私

is not letting us become selfish

而是使我们变得

is letting us become

善良

kind

和

and

宽容

forgiving

.

梦想那不可能的梦想

dream of the impossible dream

拼图 puzzle...

爱情，事业，家庭，朋友

love, career, family, friends

理想，抱负，原则，遵严

dream, goals, priciples, pride

你会怎么排列？

how do you arrange it accordingly?

哪一样在你心中最重要？

which one has the most important place in your heart?

 

没意思

forget it

根本没有必要去排列先后次序

there is no need to arrange them

每一样都重要

they are all important

它们不可能独立存在

they dont exist without each other

把它们按重要程度排列

to arrange them accordingly

只是自欺欺人

it's just lying to yourself

 

生命是一张拼图

life is like a puzzle

能说哪一块重要吗？

can you tell which piece is more important?

每一块都重要

all are important

你砌好一张两千块的拼图

when you finally finish a two thousand piece puzzle

最后竟然发现缺了一块

but you realize you lost one piece

那一块是最重要的吗？

that piece is the most important one?

也不是

no

那一块

that piece

只是最大的遗憾

is just the biggest regret

 

人生总有遗憾吧

life do have regrets

时日过去

but when time past

也就无法弥补

cant make any change

我们都有一张不完整的拼图

we all have one puzzle to make

但我们也只能

but all we can only do

尽量拼出一张看似完整的拼图

is to try finish the puzzle

不要再问哪一块最重要

dont ask again which piece is the most important piece

重要的是

the most important thing

把你的图拼出来

is to make your puzzle

 

摘自张小娴 你微笑 我说谎

quote from 'you smile, i lie'

爱 love...

爱

love

是成全

is to complete

 

我

am i

有那么伟大麽

so great

我是不是该安静的走开 should i leave quietly...

我不知道为甚麽这样

i dont know why i like tat
　爱情不是我想像

love is not wad i think
　就是找不到往你的方向

i even cant find the direction to you
　更别说怎麽遗忘

wad more to say forgotting you

 
　站在雨里泪水在眼底

standing in the rain tears in the eyes
　不知道该往那里去

i dont know where to go
　心中千万遍不停呼唤你

screaming of you in my heart
　不停疯狂找寻你

still crazy searching you everywhere

 
　我是不是该安静的走开

should i just leave quietly
　还是该勇敢留下来

or stay bravely
　我也不知道那麽多无奈

i dont know these helpless
　可不可以都重来

can start over all again or not

 
　我是不是该安静的走开

should i just leave quietly
　还是该在这里等待

or wait here
　等你明白我给你的爱

wait you understand the love i have for you
　永远都不能走开

never never is going to leave

细胞爱 cell love...

我的每个细胞里

my every cell

都注入了对你无限的爱

i put in endless love of u

一点一点的爱

a bit a bit of love

就变成了很多很多的爱

will become many many of love

 

如果

but if

想念你

missing u

会很痛

is so pain

那么

then

一点一点的痛

a bit a bit of pain

会变成很多很多的痛

will become many many of pain

 

如果

but if

太痛

too pain

破了

burst

一点一点的破

a bit a bit of burst

慢慢愈来愈多的破

slowly become many many of burst

那我应该就会

then my

身体爆裂

body will burst

而死

and die

掉 fall...

突然间

suddenly

踩空了

step wrong

一直掉

keep falling

没尽头

no end

没扶手

no help

一直掉

keep falling

喊哑了

scream till mute

泪干了

cry till dry

还再掉

still falling

 

摔死算了

let me die

死期 deadline...

死期愈来愈近

dead line is nearer and nearer

 

仿佛

is like

已经尝到

can feel

生吞

swallowing

那破碎了的梦

the broken dream's

的碎片

debris

在喉咙里划下的血

cut through throut's blood

 

仿佛

is like

也已感到

can feel

那残酷的针

the cruel needle's

的锐利

sharpness

刺入指甲缝中的痛

cut into finger nail's pain

 

仿佛

is like

更似体会

can feel

在真空的沙漠

in a vacum desert's

的沙中

sand

眼珠暴突出的窒息

eyes poping out suffocation

 

灵魂

soul

像被黑洞

like being sucked

从口中

from mouth forcefully

强行吸出

by black hole

五腑内脏

organs too

也一起呕出

are all wormit out

 

只剩下

left only

空壳

empty shell

和

and

无限恐惧

unlimited fear

心跳 heart beat...

好久好久

had been so long

都没听见到自己的心跳了

didnt even hear my own heart beat

 

比卜

bib bob

卜卜

bob bob

比卜

bib bob

卜卜

bob bob

 

夜里

nights

静的时候很多

many quiet nights

却也听不见自己的心跳

still cant hear my own heart beat sound

那一刻

tat moment

才感受到

i feel it

我的心

my heart

是那么出力的在跳

is beating so strong

 

比卜比卜

bib bob bib bob

比卜比卜

bib bob bib bob

美丽的博士 beloved phd...

尽全力了

you did all you can

却仍得不到答案

but still cant find the answer

该是痛苦的吧

it must be painful

可以掌控的

you have full control

仪器却不完美

but the machine isnt perfect

更是无语吧

speachless

总相信下一次

always believe in next time

机会不是常常都有

but chances arent there for you

真的可以那么放下麽

are you really letting go so easily

看不見前方不代表那方沒有彩虹

dont say there's no rainbow when you still cant see it

堅持才可以到彼岸

hold on and keep moving, and you will see the land across

可以坚持多久啊

but how long can you keep holding on

沒有成功與失敗

there is no success or failure

只有堅持與放棄之分

only hold on and give up

真的把得失看得那么轻麽

do you really let go things so easily

却叹人生无奈

sigh

嘲自己不能活在当下

laughing myself cant live now

 

祝福

my love to you

美丽的鬼博士

pretty ghost phd

你是我的骄傲

you make me proud

巧克力蛋糕 chocolate cake...

不想有任何理由

dun wan to think any reason

去爱上巧克力蛋糕

to love chocolate cakes

因为

becoz

不一定要有任何理由

there is no need a reason

才可以爱上巧克力蛋糕

to love chocolate cakes

也不一定

but not that

没有巧克力的蛋糕不吃

dont like cakes without chocolate

只是

is just that

想不要有任何理由地爱巧克力蛋糕

want give no reason to love chocolate cakes

 

上海

shanghai

黄色

yellow

女人

women

脚车

bike

街边

roadside

咖啡厅

cafe

巧克力蛋糕

chocolate cake

苹果

apple

上网

online

想念了

missing you

等待 waiting...

等待

waiting

是痛苦的

is painful

心

heart

是复杂的

is complicated

从希望

from hope

到期望

to expect

到失望

to disappointed

到绝望

till lost hope

又盼望

then look for hope

回到希望

and hope

不断重复

non-stop repeat

再重复

repeat

再重复

and repeat

再重复

and repeat

再重复

and repeat

又重复

and repeat

回到原点

back to the start

继续

continue

等待

waiting

愛自己 love yourself...

生命不是用來尋找答案

life is not to find answers
也不是用來解決問題的

not to solve problems either

它是用來愉快過生活

it is for you to live a happy life
  

如果你懂得愛自己

if you know how to love yourself
你怎麼捨得讓自己傷心難過呢

how could you let yourself become sad
 
 如果你懂得愛自己

if you know how to love yourself
你怎麼捨得因人事物傷了自己呢

how could you hurt yourself because of other people

 

如果你懂得愛自己

if you know how to love yourself
你怎麼捨得讓自己陷入無底深淵呢

how could you let yourself drop into an endless hole

 
如果你懂得愛自己

if you know how to love yourself
就別讓自己覺得自己是可憐的

so dont let yourself think that you are pitty

 
如果你懂得愛自己

if you know how to love yourself
就自己學會感恩任何事

so learn how to appreciate everthing

 
如果你懂得愛自己

if you know how to love yourself
就讓自己快樂點開心點

so let yourself be happy

 
如果懂得愛自己

if you know how to love yourself
設法讓自己學會寬恕吧...

so learn to forgive

 
真正懂自己的人...

the one that truely understand you

只有自己....

it is you....

自己都不懂得愛自己的人

if you dont know how to love yourself
怎麼能怪別人傷了自己

how could you blame other people that hurts you

 
自己都不懂得愛自己的人

if you dont know how to love yourself
怎能輕言愛人或被愛...

how could you love others and loved by others

 
孤單不是與生俱來的

lonely doesnt attach to you since birth
而是由你愛上一個人的那一刻開始

it is when that moment you love some one

所以把握最美好的時機

so take the chance
讓所有的孤單都變成一個美好的回憶

let loneliness become a memory

.

最真诚的爱

most sincere love

也敌不过那习惯的岁月吧

cant defeat the days of routine?

飞 fly...

辗转几世

for a few life

茫茫人海中

in the crowd

兜兜转转

passed by and missed

能遇见

i found u

我无悔了

i have no regret

相知的心

knowing each other's heart

前世的灵犀

previous life's sense

但

but

却要被世俗的浪淹没

gonna cover by the wave of morality

你教我

how am i

如何

gonna

如何能甘心

gonna die heart

你为何

why you are

那么

so

那么的残忍

so cruel

如果

if

我有一双翅膀

i had wings

我定要带你

i will take u

远

走

高

飞

fly

 

飞过这片泪海

across this sea of tears

找寻你的

to recover your

梦

dreams

月亮 moon...

爱上了月亮

fall in love with moon

黑暗中看见了光

i see light in the darkness

奋不顾身

dont care

爬到了最高的崖

climbed to the highest cliff

摸着月亮的脸

touching the moon's face

心

heart

竟是

is

那么

so

那么的

so

靠近

close

我愿

i wanted to

跳过去

jump over

抱住月亮

and hold moon

永远陪着她

accompany her

即使脚下悬崖万丈

what if there's hell underneath me

跌得粉身碎骨

fall until broke body hand leg

也不管了

i dont care

但此刻

but now

我竟是

i am

那么

so

那么的

so

害怕

afraid

害怕阳光

afraid of sun

害怕失去

afriad of losing

梦 dream...

爱上作梦

fall in love with dreaming

灰色的天  灰色的海

grey sky grey sea

灰色的沙  橙色的人

grey sand orange people

飞机在飞  燕子在飞

aeroplane flies bird flies

风筝在飞  小狗在叫

kite flies puppy barking

很冷的风  很小的浪

cold wind small waves

飘逸的发  温暖的手

silky hair warm hands

闹钟响了

the alarm clock...

梦又如何

dream? so what

不想醒了

i dont wanna wake up

遗失了 lost...

掉了钥匙

you dropped your keys

到失物部找

try ' lost and found '

心遗失了

your heart is missing

找得回吗

can you find it

我的心

my heart

掉在你哪儿了

i left it with you

迷失了 lost...

撑帆的驼，断了

the peddals are broken

针，却在不停的跳

the compass is ticking up and down

它指向我的心

it somehow points to my heart

我却在等它给我方向

but I am waiting it to give me direction

夜了

night falls

没有月亮，没有星星，没有光

no moon, no stars, no light

风很大

wind blows

好冷冻

it's freezing

酒是我的朋友

rum is my friend

酒快喝完了

gonna finish it soon

我继续看着针在跳

still looking at the bloody compass

你的港口在哪里呀

where is ur port

冲浪 surfing

生命就像冲浪

life is like surfing

我的生命更是冲向一层一层永不停息的浪

my life is more like surfing on restless ocean

初出茅庐

still a noob

逆浪出海，等待

go against the wave, wait, wait

来了！划动双手

here it comes! peddle hard

到达顶峰，站起来

on top of it, stand up

控制不了，喝海水

loose control, drink sea water

还在期待下一次的浪

and go for another wave

唉，何时成高人

ish, when will be a pro

完美的驾弩美丽的浪

surf on beautiful waves

活在当下 live now

忙的時候，想要休息；

when you're busy, you think of holidays;

渡假的時候，想到未來。

when you're on holiday, you think of the future.

窮的時候，渴望富有；

when you're poor, you dream to be rich;

生活安逸了，怕幸福不能長久。

when you're rich, you afraid that happiness is not with you.

該決定的時候，擔心結果不如預期；

when you're to decide, you worry about the unpredictable result;

看明白了，後悔當初沒有下定決心。

when you finally realized, you regret you could have made the decision.

不屬於自己的，常常心存慾望；

you have desire on things that not belong to you;

握在手裡了，又懷念未擁有前的輕鬆。

when you have it, you wish that you never had.

...

生命若不是現在，那是何時？

if life is not now, when izit?

共勉之

Clown

I bought a clown for myself from Bali.

I gave a name to him.

Please meet Cluwn.

close look on Cluwn.

There is a string near his dick.

When you pull his dick.

He goes...

ooh... oohh....

I like him...

I am gonna write a story about him.

to be continued... :D

hsilgnE

Some one just said my english is fuking bad today.

lol, a little bit dulan but it is fuking true >.<

I should just start fuk the dictionary real hard from now on.

why dictionary is not natalie portman?

Still have a TOEFL to score :o

Been preparing some stuff for next year's intake.

a lil' bit lost...

still waiting...

Waiting for an answer...

Answer of a question that I dont dare to ask...

Sigh... I dont have much time left...

fuked up...

Bali

back from Bali.

baked lun

lots of fun, lots of memories...

I think this will be the last time go to trip with them.

 

MFX 3D

MFX rokx~

pro surfer =p

C'est la vie

November 22 used to be a special date to me.

November 22 is her birthday.

She is a special girl.

I loved.

I always wanted to start blogging.

To record my life.

I dont want to forget.

Even it is not good, not satisfy, not happy.

This is life.

This is my life.

November 22 is still a special date to me.

November 22 I choose to start my blog.

Happy Birthday...